fukked up!

listening to:
skinless - tug of war intestines











take a chance, then take the risk.

pictures were all taken from Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Y Control (video clip)

eyang putri

oh jeeez !







uh huh.
bad grandma. i bet you wouldn't smoke it out again :D

i'm melting.

oh i'm just doing silly things..


Leader



Dancer-O.



Sensual.

FUKKKEN NITE LIFE

Ok, so here's the story.
i came to the party of my friend, it was her birthday anyway.
it was fun though.





22:30
i think i have to go.
i was with my brother, and we think that we didn't have fun yet. tee hee.
So i ask my brother to Bulungan Outdoor, cuz some of my friends are there.
Siksa Kubur was performed when i got there.


Siksa Kubur


Siksa Kubur


Siksa Kubur featuring Mario (Looserz)

..and the show is over.
So it's time for me to go home.
But then again, my brother asked me to meet his friend.
again and again.. we went to Kemang.
and... to a club? uhhmm.. ok.
He said that the DJ is his friend so we got the invitation (or whatever it says :p)
Well, it was interesting. cuz i haven't got a chance to take a photo from a club.
oh by the way, that was the third times i went to a club.





hmm.. they were all had fun eh?
i couldn't enjoy the music, what they called trance rave progre#^#@$^@%&#%*!!
hahahah ok ok THAT'S IT!
i wanna go home, now.

phew!
at last. it's 03:00 in the morning, and i'm soooooooo tired.

METAL MADNESS

These are some old stock photos.
i took this with my pocket digicam :D

Metal Madness held on January 21 '07.
There were many bands performed: Tengkorak, Forgotten, Siksa Kubur, Panic Disorder, etc.
Bulungan Indoor is crowded and going to collapse!

This one called theirself as JASAD, one of death metal band from Bandung.


Jasad


Jasad

a little funny story is that i'm the only one concious, cuz all of my friends after performed they were all drunk.
and they have a terrible smell out from their mouth. HAHA!

well that was a lovely night (:

traveling around..

Coldy Winter

It's in somewhere in Karawaci.
windy, and it blows my hair.



Garbage

Siloam Hospital (Kebon Jeruk)
Last day, i went to hospital to do some medical check-up.
It was rainy that day.
but hey i dont know why these bins are interesting..



There's No End

Taman Sari, Jogja.
it such a beautiful place, no more explaination.



Busy as a Bee

Jogja, again.
Well..
when i took this, i climb to a railway of train at about 10meters (?) from the top.
Whew! it was like..
umm.. i don't know what to say,
but it's totally freakin me ouutt!



Make-me Go Round

TimeZone, Lippo Karawaci Supermall.
i used to play this when i was a child.
i wanna play it again! yay!

based on true story.

220907 - 2:35 PM

The most tough woman i've ever met.
Great teacher of my entire life.

all this time, i've always pretending that i'm unconcerned about you.
but in motionless, i watch every single step of what you were doing.

lot of the conversation that we had, didn't went so good.
sometimes we were fighting for almost all the small things.
sometimes it ended with crying.

i don't care where i'm gonna stay, whether it's in the hut or on the roadside..
as long as i'm with you, i'm happy for it.
cuz i know you'll give me the best.

i know you have many problems in your life.
then everytime you cry, ah i can't stand for it.
i wanna hold you and say "Don't worry Momma, it'll be okay"
but again and again i push myself not to do it.
and i'm too ashame to say that.

probably you still remember when i was a little girl..
i have all the glamour things in my room and my house.
i'm well known multi-talented, i got first rank in school at the time.
i have a lot of friends, the followers and so on and so on.
yeah.. i was arrogant.
then one day you said one simple thing: "Belajar rendah hati, Dinda..."
by when you said it, i felt the sorrow, the sadness of your voice.
ah i always remember of your glumly voice.
and one thing for sure, you must know that for now and forever i'll keep my head down.
i don't wanna be an arrogant girl. no.. not anymore.

for now i hide myself.
identity is not so much important then it was.

after all, i'm proud to say: you are my hero.
and will always be.

Current Song Listening:
Phil Collins - Another Day In Paradise
(ps: this is your favorite, right?)

GET BORED

Listening to:
Imogen Heap - Come Here Boy

Being together all the time isn't always happy as you think.

Sometimes you'll get bored with it.
but you need someone to be worried, to be watched.
In the mean time, you probably don't "look" at the person, and don't be grateful for what he/she has done to you.

Sometimes you don't realize that you need some space to get off the routine.


Way Out Space


Everything did look good at the first time, and it doesn't mean anything again after all.


Cold

Day by day still counting, and I have to be patient to face it all up.
I keep the memories of all the glorious times.
and I'm gonna get through this...

TERU "SALLY" BOZU AND HER MASTER

Dearest Master,

We've been together all time and I'm happy with you.
All the times we had, we laugh and we cry together.
We make our own story.


Twilight Guard

You make me the most luckiest thing in the world.



Comfortable

Your eyes... keep staring at me.
Wherever you go, you keep me right beside you.
You make me comfortable even in an uncomfortable situation.


Turned Away

I just realize.. I thought there is something weird, if I'm not mistaken.
Why you turn your eyes away of me ?



Bitter Smile

Maybe it's just my feeling, but I don't feel so good.
But I'm still smiling at you... and I hope you do.



Mistaken

Master, why are you so sad?
Please tell me ):



Leave me don't

...and after all that is. You left me with no reason.
It was painful.
But deep inside, I still keep those memories with you..
I'm still waiting for you..

I'm still waiting.. no matter what happen.



Brand New Day

I knew it!
I guess you've already missed me right?
So do I.

Come on, Master. Take me with you.

You know who you can talk to. You know who you can trust.
You know that I'm still with you..

Lots of love,
SALLY


*A Journey With: Erik Indarto
thx a bunch!

HARDFEST

Speaking about the fest, it was held in Rossi Fatmawati, 9 September 07.
Some of my friends are asking me for help to take a picture for documentation.

Well, i'm not here to contribute about the show anyway..
I just wanna show you a little part of the hardcore show so you could feel how i was there.
You can see those facial expression right here.

Simply click to enlarge.
verry verrry attractive!









interesting rite ? :D

The Bands: xeffortx, deadpits, brave heart, looserz, xbelievex, what we think, first time, grave dancers, for our commitment, takexonexstep, take down , straight answer.

assignment ?

Well, i'm not a good artist..
just wanna share some of my works and assignment.

Here they are:
(click to enlarge)


Remake of Pacita Abad
(nirmana datar final test assignment)
*using poster colors and fabric material.



Illustration:
Manned Wolf - berjalan menunggu mangsa
*using Derwent colour soft pencils.



Sunrise Landscape
works with: soft pastels.

ahh. these are my gear.
colour soft - graphite pencils - laptop
hell yeaa.

well actually there are the others, but i've been submitted to the lectures.
too bad i haven't captured it yet.

oh well..