220907 - 2:35 PM
The most tough woman i've ever met.
Great teacher of my entire life.
all this time, i've always pretending that i'm unconcerned about you.
but in motionless, i watch every single step of what you were doing.
lot of the conversation that we had, didn't went so good.
sometimes we were fighting for almost all the small things.
sometimes it ended with crying.
i don't care where i'm gonna stay, whether it's in the hut or on the roadside..
as long as i'm with you, i'm happy for it.
cuz i know you'll give me the best.
i know you have many problems in your life.
then everytime you cry, ah i can't stand for it.
i wanna hold you and say "Don't worry Momma, it'll be okay"
but again and again i push myself not to do it.
and i'm too ashame to say that.
probably you still remember when i was a little girl..
i have all the glamour things in my room and my house.
i'm well known multi-talented, i got first rank in school at the time.
i have a lot of friends, the followers and so on and so on.
yeah.. i was arrogant.
then one day you said one simple thing: "Belajar rendah hati, Dinda..."
by when you said it, i felt the sorrow, the sadness of your voice.
ah i always remember of your glumly voice.
and one thing for sure, you must know that for now and forever i'll keep my head down.
i don't wanna be an arrogant girl. no.. not anymore.
for now i hide myself.
identity is not so much important then it was.
after all, i'm proud to say: you are my hero.
and will always be.
Current Song Listening:
Phil Collins - Another Day In Paradise
(ps: this is your favorite, right?)
15.10.07
based on true story.
6.10.07
GET BORED
Listening to:
Imogen Heap - Come Here Boy
Being together all the time isn't always happy as you think.
Sometimes you'll get bored with it.
but you need someone to be worried, to be watched.
In the mean time, you probably don't "look" at the person, and don't be grateful for what he/she has done to you.
Sometimes you don't realize that you need some space to get off the routine.
Way Out Space
Everything did look good at the first time, and it doesn't mean anything again after all.
Cold
Day by day still counting, and I have to be patient to face it all up.
I keep the memories of all the glorious times.
and I'm gonna get through this...
29.9.07
TERU "SALLY" BOZU AND HER MASTER
Dearest Master,
We've been together all time and I'm happy with you.
All the times we had, we laugh and we cry together.
We make our own story.
Twilight Guard
You make me the most luckiest thing in the world.
Comfortable
Your eyes... keep staring at me.
Wherever you go, you keep me right beside you.
You make me comfortable even in an uncomfortable situation.
Turned Away
I just realize.. I thought there is something weird, if I'm not mistaken.
Why you turn your eyes away of me ?
Bitter Smile
Maybe it's just my feeling, but I don't feel so good.
But I'm still smiling at you... and I hope you do.
Mistaken
Master, why are you so sad?
Please tell me ):
Leave me don't
...and after all that is. You left me with no reason.
It was painful.
But deep inside, I still keep those memories with you..
I'm still waiting for you..
I'm still waiting.. no matter what happen.
Brand New Day
I knew it!
I guess you've already missed me right?
So do I.
Come on, Master. Take me with you.
You know who you can talk to. You know who you can trust.
You know that I'm still with you..
Lots of love,
SALLY
*A Journey With: Erik Indarto
thx a bunch!
HARDFEST
Speaking about the fest, it was held in Rossi Fatmawati, 9 September 07.
Some of my friends are asking me for help to take a picture for documentation.
Well, i'm not here to contribute about the show anyway..
I just wanna show you a little part of the hardcore show so you could feel how i was there.
You can see those facial expression right here.
Simply click to enlarge.
verry verrry attractive!
interesting rite ? :D
The Bands: xeffortx, deadpits, brave heart, looserz, xbelievex, what we think, first time, grave dancers, for our commitment, takexonexstep, take down , straight answer.
assignment ?
Well, i'm not a good artist..
just wanna share some of my works and assignment.
Here they are:
(click to enlarge)
Remake of Pacita Abad
(nirmana datar final test assignment)
*using poster colors and fabric material.
Illustration:
Manned Wolf - berjalan menunggu mangsa
*using Derwent colour soft pencils.
Sunrise Landscape
works with: soft pastels.
ahh. these are my gear.
colour soft - graphite pencils - laptop
hell yeaa.
well actually there are the others, but i've been submitted to the lectures.
too bad i haven't captured it yet.
oh well..
7.9.07
FOLLOW HER TO DEATH
I found two little girl tease each other.
Oohh.. how sweet they are !
Hmm.. maybe I can join with them.
Tickle You
"Hello girls!"
Catch and Run
"Hey hey, where will you goin? Wait for me!"
Far Away House
"Is that your house? It's beautiful.. Can I come in?"
Hello Stranger
"Fukk you, stop following us! We don't need you."
"Hoo.. calm down girls. I just wanna play with ya."
"Whatever. We don't care."
Black Depth
"Girls, stop it. You're freakin' me out."
"Ok then, I think I like you. You can join us now."
Come With Me
"Follow me!"
Follow Her To Death
"Errr.. No thanks girl. I think I've changed my mind.
Time for me to go girls. Bye!"
Keep Watching You
"Goodbye stranger, I keep watching you.
I'll see you again in your nightmare..."
*Huge thx to: Vanvan & Rika
6.9.07
FORTUNA Studio Gig (TGR)
Waiting For Tommorow
Waiting For Tommorow
Heart Of Judas
Heart Of Judas
sweat.
yelling.
scream.
throating.
pointing finger.
mosh.
whatever.
studio gig was soooo much fun!
let's do that again. ay ay!
3.9.07
CREEPY FRIDAY NOON
Friday was deathly bored.
Well, all i gotta do is just laying on my bed and go online and on and on..
dinda! (24/08/2007 13:45:14): boelah 'bekas'
Koko faceless (24/08/2007 13:45:34): kapan???
dinda! (24/08/2007 13:45:38): skrgg
dinda! (24/08/2007 13:45:46): jam 4an
Enter Gate Exit
Actually we don't know where will we going yet. So when I saw a coarse grass on the way out from Modernland, i think our destination go there.
Oh i feel so mellow.
But after I shot Makel, Koko told me that there is a resting place..
umm i mean a grave.
