Listening to: Nest - Lodge
she wants to be free...
but she just fukkd up!
23.9.08
15.9.08
lost
hardcore scene wouldnt be this good without him.
of all his dedication.
2 years, after we knew each other, ive been such an asshole to him.
yet he never complains about me.
he gave me lot of things, i gave him nothing.
he always says that he is a looser, but actually he's not.
he is the most gentleman ive ever met.
i would never forgive myself for what i've done to him, he sucha nice person to me.
i mean way too nice. i can spend this whole night to mention everything about how awesome he is.
if there's only one thing that i would do the most for him is to say im sorry, i really am.
i wish i could treat him better. really.
but then again, i keep on telling to myself not to regret.
well.. what's not to regret anyway?
rest in peace, Mario.
thx for everything. everything.
wave and smile to you (: