based on true story.

220907 - 2:35 PM

The most tough woman i've ever met.
Great teacher of my entire life.

all this time, i've always pretending that i'm unconcerned about you.
but in motionless, i watch every single step of what you were doing.

lot of the conversation that we had, didn't went so good.
sometimes we were fighting for almost all the small things.
sometimes it ended with crying.

i don't care where i'm gonna stay, whether it's in the hut or on the roadside..
as long as i'm with you, i'm happy for it.
cuz i know you'll give me the best.

i know you have many problems in your life.
then everytime you cry, ah i can't stand for it.
i wanna hold you and say "Don't worry Momma, it'll be okay"
but again and again i push myself not to do it.
and i'm too ashame to say that.

probably you still remember when i was a little girl..
i have all the glamour things in my room and my house.
i'm well known multi-talented, i got first rank in school at the time.
i have a lot of friends, the followers and so on and so on.
yeah.. i was arrogant.
then one day you said one simple thing: "Belajar rendah hati, Dinda..."
by when you said it, i felt the sorrow, the sadness of your voice.
ah i always remember of your glumly voice.
and one thing for sure, you must know that for now and forever i'll keep my head down.
i don't wanna be an arrogant girl. no.. not anymore.

for now i hide myself.
identity is not so much important then it was.

after all, i'm proud to say: you are my hero.
and will always be.

Current Song Listening:
Phil Collins - Another Day In Paradise
(ps: this is your favorite, right?)

GET BORED

Listening to:
Imogen Heap - Come Here Boy

Being together all the time isn't always happy as you think.

Sometimes you'll get bored with it.
but you need someone to be worried, to be watched.
In the mean time, you probably don't "look" at the person, and don't be grateful for what he/she has done to you.

Sometimes you don't realize that you need some space to get off the routine.


Way Out Space


Everything did look good at the first time, and it doesn't mean anything again after all.


Cold

Day by day still counting, and I have to be patient to face it all up.
I keep the memories of all the glorious times.
and I'm gonna get through this...